Sipping my dark choco drink while I hear the sounds of a helicopter buzzing in the sky. I was wondering lately, when was the last time I wrote from my heart? The kind of articles where I don’t mind if it is SEO-optimized or “searchable.” How long has it been? I dunno.
So how have you been?
If you’ve been seeing my IG stories, you may have known already that I am currently back in the university studying. I wanted to add some units so that I can take a licensure exam. If I would be diligent enough, I can finish the units required in a year. But as how things have been going these past 2 months, I am afraid it wouldn’t be the case.
It was in 2006 when I left my master’s degree at UP. That was 13 years ago. Nangalawang na. Although I have been joining online classes here and then, it is still different when the professors of UP bombard you with tons of readings and paperwork. Haha! Di ko na kaya, ma’am!! Hahaha!
Here I am, typing here because I am so lazy to read.
I was hoping to get some inspiration but, nada. And that’s okay. Eventually, I will get back to my mojo. But for now, I will sit back, relax, and drink my dark choco while drowning in my musings.
Two of our boys are graduating in a couple of months. Wow! Another milestone for our homeschooled children. Awww, we no longer have babies. We have BIG BABIES! LOL!
As for our little girl, she is growing up to be more confident around other people and being on her own. She was ecstatic when she experienced a sit-in in a traditional school with kids of her own age and level.
How time flies talaga!
Two kids are already enrolled for next school year (early bird) and now I am saving up for the tuition of the youngest and for books. In God’s power and provisions, we will be able to fulfill the needs of the kids before the new school year starts.
Problems in my 40s
As for my weight, ugh!
Now that I am in my 40s, I experience acne, weight gain, insomnia, and anxiety. Things that I did not have any problems with when I was younger.
I really need to get my weight down. And looking at my big tummy, I am already insulin resistant.
Why is it easier to discipline oneself when you are single??
I also need to go back to exercising. The only forms of exercise I currently do are chores and walking. I need more.
Quite frankly, I am no longer inspired to maintain my social media accounts. I know, I know. I know I already started on this but my golly it takes a lot of effort on my part to post. Same with the podcast. Para kasing wala naman akong ambag sa mundo with this. And I don’t want to waste anyone’s time if I am not helpful naman. Di ba?
Kaya ayun, I just blog whenever I feel like doing it. And I post on FB and IG at the spur of the moment na lang.
Note: I spend less than an hour a day on social media, unless it is for work
Hopefully, this laziness would pass soon. I have a lot of things to do but I am so dragging myself to do them. Ugh. I need cake.